Here is a list of all the slash I have so far written, in chronological order. I'm very much hoping the quality of writing improves as it goes along, but that is for you to judge! It shall be updated whenever I post something new. Enjoy!



( venture onwards~ )

Title: When Bad People Kiss [1]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness ♥
Rating: NC-17
Overall Pairing: Ryan/Brendon, Jon/Spencer
Chapter Pairing: Ryan/OFC, Spencer/OFC
POV: 1st, Ryan's.
Summary: AU. An emotionally-detached killer, Ryan takes the job of infiltrating a mysterious and weathly group with little objection. He and his collegue, Spencer, force themselves into the lives of the leaders of the group - Brendon and Jon, but in doing so, they end up risking their jobs, their lives and - worst of all - their hearts.
Disclaimer: Not true. Story is mine.
Chapter warnings: Violence, strong swearing, het sex.
Author Notes: At the end.



( When Bad People Kiss [1] )

Title: Only Friends
Author: peopleexisting
Rating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 1st, Brendon's.
Summary: "There were rubies in his voice, diamonds and gold and everything precious in the world, and now his voice is soaking through my skin and engulfing me."
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. No profit is being made.
Author Notes: This is a slightly late birthday present for starlesscities, and for "L", who inspires just about everything I find myself writing these days, even if he's left me in the dark.






( Only Friends [s/a] )

Title: Is He Dark Enough To See Your Light? [2/3], part 1
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: starlesscities
Rating: R (overall)
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon, hints of Jon/Spencer
POV: Third, Brendon-centric.
Summary: "His heart betrayed him and he actually believed that he was safe, that he was in love, and that it would last. He's not so immature now and he doubts he's ever going to trust again. If there was any justice in the world at all, Ryan would be in his shoes right now."
Disclaimer: Characters are not mine, this never happened. Title belongs to Damien Rice, from the song Accidental Babies.
Dedication: wolfparades, for fueling me. ;)
previous chapters


( Is He Dark Enough To See Your Light? [2/3] )

Title: Young Urban Psychopath
Author: Bella (peopleexisting)
Rating: R/NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan, Brendon/OFC
POV: Third, Brendon-centric.
Summary: "Now he's bleeding in a vacant lot ..."
Disclaimer: The characters and lyrics used don't belong to me. No profit is being made. Lyrics and title belong to Third Eye Blind.
Author Notes: For starlesscities. For late nights and sleepy mornings. For a summer full of videos and tears. For the need to die young.


( Hollywood glamourized my wrath ... )

Title: Never Been In Love
Author: Bella//peopleexisting/opposites
Betas: starlesscities and my_0wn_madness
Rating: PG
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third. Ryan-centric.
Summary: "But you have never been in love until you've seen sunlight thrown over smashed human bones."
Disclaimer: The story is mine. The characters are not. Summary belongs to Morrissey.
Author Notes: At the end.


( But you have never been in love ... )

Title: Flowers By The Fire [50/50]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness & starlesscities
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters



( Flowers By The Fire [50/50] )
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Title: Flowers By The Fire [49/50]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters



( Flowers By The Fire [49/50] )

Title: Flowers By The Fire [48/50]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters



( Flowers By The Fire [48/50] )

Title: Flowers By The Fire [47/50]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters


( Flowers By The Fire [47/50] )

Title: Illusion
Author: bella//peopleexisting
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third, Brendon-centric.
Summary: Elusive. Difficult to understand, define or identify, by definition.
Disclaimer: Characters do not belong to me.
Author Notes: Written in like, five minutes, so apologies for any errors.


( Maybe that's why she's insane ... )

Title: Flowers By The Fire [46/50]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters



( Flowers By The Fire [46/50] )

Title: Burnt Petals [10/10] [accompaniment to Flowers By The Fire]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Ryan's.
Summary: Ryan and Brendon’s story, behind the scenes of Flowers By The Fire.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters


( Burnt Petals [10] )

Title: Flowers By The Fire [45/50]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters



( Flowers By The Fire [45/50] )

Title: Flowers By The Fire [44/50]
Author: peopleexisting
Beta: my_0wn_madness
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.
Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters




( Flowers By The Fire [44/50] )

Title: Flowers By The Fire [43/50]
Author: peopleexisting</lj>
Beta: my_0wn_madness</lj>
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Pairing: Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Ryan/Brendon
POV: Third person, Jon's
Warnings: Very sexual situations (including kinky&aggressive), heavy drug abuse, heavy violence, character death.
Summary: AU. Jon and Brendon live for life and live for love. They paint and they sing and they don’t care for money or security. When they’re kicked out of their flat, and find a rentable room in a house belonging to two, quieter boys called Spencer and Ryan, they move in as soon as possible. But, as Jon will soon find out, everybody has problems, and those problems might just destroy them all.
Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera.
Author Notes: At the end.

Flowers By The Fire previous chapters
Burnt Petals previous chapters


( Flowers By The Fire [43/50] )